- Today I mostly felt... Tired and Defeated
- The things mostly on my mind... Trying to get the energy to get things done
- Was I emotionally receptive? I think so..
- What did I enjoy about today? Howard the Duck
- How am I changing? The struggle to get things done, most of the time I would just give up
- Something that I like about me is? I kept up the good fight
- What behaviors do I need to keep? Trying
- What behaviors do I need to adjust? Lethargy
- How did I sleep last night? Okay, I change plans at 9 and slept in till 12.
- How did I progress today? I tried my little ass off
- Did I accomplish yesterday's goal? Yep
- My goal for tomorrow is... To actually make it to my Aunts and sew it up
- Did I relate well with others today? Yeah kinda, not much contact outside the house.
- Any triggers? nope
- How did I deal with the trigger? nah
- Was I mostly depressed, normal, or manic? Depressed
- When did I take my night pills? 10.30
- Did I take all of today's pills? yep
- Was I ill? No just really sore.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Monday, July 28, 2014
- Today I mostly felt... Rushed and Angry
- The things mostly on my mind... Getting to things and getting things done
- Was I emotionally receptive? Not Really
- What did I enjoy about today? My wife understanding me.
- How am I changing? Not really
- Something that I like about me is? I am trying to finish what i started, sewing project.
- What behaviors do I need to keep? Finishing what i started
- What behaviors do I need to adjust? Anger and anxiety
- How did I sleep last night? Horrible
- Did I accomplish yesterday's goal? yeah
- My goal for tomorrow is... Work more on sewing less stress
- Did I relate well with others today? Kinda
- Any triggers? Yes wife calling me while i was trying to nap telling me i needed to come to work to pick up stuff that she was supposed to take care of.
- How did I deal with the trigger? Not well
- Was I mostly depressed, normal, or manic? Depressed
- When did I take my night pills? 10
- Did I take all of today's pills? Yes
- Was I ill? No, but very tired and scratchy throat, Probably from cats
Saturday, July 26, 2014
- Today I mostly felt... Tired
- The things mostly on my mind... Nervous about getting things done
- Was I emotionally receptive? Kinda
- What did I enjoy about today? Gaming with the wife
- How am I changing? Nothing really changing here
- Something that I like about me is? I fixed dinner, even though i over cooked it
- What behaviors do I need to keep? Being reliable about fixing dinner?
- What behaviors do I need to adjust? Being Nervous alot and not sleeping
- How did I sleep last night? Horrible
- How did I progress today? Not really
- Did I accomplish yesterday's goal? Yep
- My goal for tomorrow is... to fix wifes computer
- Did I relate well with others today? Kinda
- Any triggers? Crunching wrappers while trying to talk to me
- How did I deal with the trigger? Horribly
- Was I mostly depressed, normal, or manic? Slightly depressed
- When did I take my night pills? 10pm
- Was I ill? Nope I think I deleted my did i take my daily pills. Yeah I did. And It keeps getting harder and harder to get enough water in me so my lithium doesn't make me sick. I think I should add water intake of liquid intake to the questions.
Thursday, July 10, 2014
- Today I mostly felt... good
- The things mostly on my mind... How hot it is
- Was I emotionally receptive? yes
- What did I enjoy about today? Spending time with my wife
- How am I changing? I cleaned the house this week and enjoyed it
- Something that I like about me is? I cleaned the house
- What behaviors do I need to keep? Cleaning
- What behaviors do I need to adjust? BPD outburst
- How did I sleep last night? Shitty
- How did I progress today? Got up at 7 and was productive all day
- Did I accomplish yesterday's goal? didn't have one
- My goal for tomorrow is...Call about CPAP
- Did I relate well with others today? Okay, not alot of contact outside of my wife.
- Any triggers? Yes, she said i could do something, and then when i asked again she said no. Cause she didn't think it through or hear me clearly
- How did I deal with the trigger? calmly
- Was I mostly depressed, normal, or manic? Normal I think
- When did I take my night pills? 10.04
- Did I take all of today's pills?yes
- Was I ill? NOPE
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